Adventures of Audrey

Monday, January 15, 2007

How do I feel?

How do I feel? Right now I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I have to live up to everybodies standerds of who they think I shoud be. And I don't even know who they want me to be. I have dream, but I'm scared to pursue it. What if I fail? Who's gonna catch me if I fall? Trying to figure out life is hard. Knowing that God loves me and will catch me no matter what is easy to know, but to believe it when I haven't had parents who have exemplified these qualities in their lives is hard. It's hard to trust God when nothing seems to go right, when you feel like you're failing life. Still I press on hoping, trusting that God will catch me everytime. Please pray for me that I will be able to pursue dreams and take risks. Life is hard, but God is good.

3 Comments:

Blogger Warren & Liane Thiessen said...

Hey Audrey,
hope you can be the real Audrey around me! I like you the way you are! Hey do you want to come for brunch when you on evenings next time?

Liane

5:15 PM  
Blogger Kat said...

I love the last sentence "Life is hard, but God is good." =)
That's true!!!

It's a bit late, but I stil wish you a really great and blessed year 2007!!!

Kat.

7:29 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Oddie,
i appreciate your honesty. I have found in my own life that it's those difficult times that help me realize what I believe. Cling to God. He will prove himself faithful once again!
From ME (Chris)

6:55 PM  

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